I might just end it

Monday morning at 11 AM I brought Weldon into the ER and he was admitted !  He was in severe Heart failure ! Finally  he is where he should have been 2 weeks ago ! Tuesday I spend all day with him and he slept most of the time .  He has lost some Fluid ( 4 Pounds ) and he can finally pee ! When I went home I was feeling relaxed because I knew he was taken care of . But when I came this morning and he told me that the Dr. will let him go in a day or so , I just came unglued and looked at his feet and said that he was not coming home until ALL the swelling came down and he told me not to question his Doctors and to get the fuck out of his room . I told him that I am leaving now and I would not come back and he should call his son's from now on ! I left !
I called our youngest and he calmed me down and told me that I needed to calm down and get some sleep and he will take care of Dad > He is my Strength < I feel somewhat better but I will no longer say anything anymore !