I can't believe that I actually had another energetic day ! Thank you God for given me that uplift just when I needed it the most <3
I reorganized my Pantry ( had to trow away some stuff that was expired ! ) He just constantly buys more stuff and today I showed him what I done and he was impressed . I told him that I will clean corner by corner ( while I will get stronger and stronger every day ) and that corner was to STAY this way ! I took pictures of his mess and will keep on taken pictures and then blow them up and show him ! His Body Language showed me : he wasn't listening . But I can no longer worry about him because I have to take care of myself in order to get a grip on life again ! I have never ever been selfish in my life but you know what ? This time I have to get a little bit selfish because nobody takes care of me !
So I will start a brand new life now : getting back in shape and push myself even harder now ! My House is a disaster area and I am sick of it ! Lately we can't even really talk anymore because his astrological sign is Cancer and I am a Libra . When he goes in his shell ; there is less and lesser communication ! Tomorrow I will start to work out even harder just to get my Body healthier !
