Yesterday we went to the Casino and had a really nice time ! I love to play the Penny slots :) Makes me happy and entertains me . We are usually gamble separately because we like different slots . Our favorite waitress was there and she gave me such a wonderful Gift . 2 Medallions that where blessed by a Priest ; a Virgin Mary and a St. P. ( will add the name later ) and a Prayer ! I was in tears and it reminded me of Mimi :) I need spirituality right now .
Tomorrow have my appointment with Dr . C and the time of Truth has come ! There will be no more Illusions about my Cancer , I have to know the truth and then I will deal with it .I will under no circumstances bring Weldon with me . He don't need any Stress right now and I might stop at the Veterans Club . Maybe I will drink Water as usually or I will tie one on , all depends on the outcome ! I been praying about it and it is in Gods Hands !
