I lost the Battle over the Camper !

My heart is broken over the Travel Trailer  ! He was so upset that when our younger Son talked to him on the Phone , that he screamed and hung up on him ! MANIC !
I am sick to my stomach over this shit and I damn sure don't need this stress ! So , go ahead and get your shoe box if that keeps you from being upset over something so dumb ! But don't expect me to be happy about it !  No , I am not happy about it and more then likely never will be .
I understand that he hates to ask for help when he hooks the Camper up and he wants to be happy about independent , but a Shoe box ? I don't get it !
So now he wants me to be happy too ? No , sorry I can't !  I am just so disappointed that he made this Decision without even wasting one moment on how I feel about that and how this Stress affects my Cancer ! Selfish ? Careless ? Or just losing his Mind ?

Trade in my Camper ? Are you Nuts ?

Weldon has really changed , there s no kind word from him . He is now mainly Manic ! Last Thursday he came home and told me that he wanted to trade our 16.ooo $ Camper for a 15 Feet Shoebox ! So on Friday I drove with him to Hammond and looked at the Shoebox ! No I don't like it at all ! It has no Bed in it , only the Dinette Bed , if you want to call it a Bed ! I was shocked that he was willing to give up the Camper ( 19 feet ) that I paid for .  Our camper is small but we have privacy ! It is my second House ! I love it . He finally told me that it is to hard to get it hooked up ! The Heat and the cold gives him trouble  with his heart . But a shoebox ??? No fucking way ! I want to be comfortable and I will be a Bitch until he comes to his senses . For 30 Years I put up with all the shit he put me trough ! No more ! He could care less right now , how I feel as long as he gets what he want ! His hoarding has become so overwhelming to me that I don't even want to sit in our Living room ! He is sleeping in the Living room because he has to sleep at a incline and I sleep in the Bedroom ! Yesterday I opened a Bottle of Champagne and I am finishing it right now ! I need to be myself and right now I feel like a Puppet on a string !
I have started to be a Juicer ~ Liane's Idea . and I love those Drinks ! The make me feel so good !
Tomorrow I will go and leave the House ! I stopped by the Legion and yes John was there and I love talking to him because he seems to be so cool . John has become a really good Friend and so is Rhonda and Janet and Jim , They told me to call them when I need help ! Good Friends are rare ...