I was thinking today , why did I get Hepatitis C ? And why , when I finally feel a little better from my last Ordeal with a new Medication that was so posed to cure me ; and that Rash almost killed me , I get diagnosed with Stage 4 Lung Cancer ?
But I believe that everything happens for a reason and I just have to figure out what God has in mind for me ! There is nothing I can do and that is the hardest part : that I have no Control over it . Most of the time I wonder if I could ever get healed ? But I am also a smart Woman and know what Stage 4 means .
I have finally laid the off the Cigarettes . Only cheated yesterday ! Isn't that sick ? When I first got diagnosed I tried to stop and I did well, but then I started again . I told myself " What harm can it do , I already have Lung Cancer " But all that is crazy ! I have to get a Grip on this . Day 4 with Patches ! Went to the Dr today and told him about my Headaches and my Neck . He scheduled the MRI for me for the 31st in SMH at 10 AM . This Thursday January 24th I will receive my Chemo ! Yuk ...
