Thank God that my Company only stayed 2 days ! It was a sad Visit in a way : I guess they expected us to die soon ! Anyway I made the best out of it and showed them the Beach took them to a Casino where I had 3 free meals ! We all won a few Bucks and everyone was happy . When they left Friday Afternoon I fell apart and slept for 14 Hours straight . I was so worn out !
Went with Weldon to Cardiac rehab and I think now he understands how dangerous it was for him to wait so long . His heart is weak and he only weighs 208 pounds now !
I saw my Cancer Dr. yesterday and had my melt down > Crying my eyes out and telling him the truth about my Husband > Also told him that I picked up a Cigarette again and he just gave me a hug and told me that it is like riding a Bike once you fall off you get back on Track !
