I don't know how to express myself sometimes ! Been doing a lot of Soul searching in the last Year . I love life ; always have ! But I also know what Cancer stage 4 means ! I have my affairs in Order ! Leaving some Letters for my loved ones !
Now I have 2 get my House in Order ! The Chemo does not let me function normally so I have closets full 2 the rim one Guestroom is still filled with Boxes ! Our health is just so bad right now that we are not able 2 do a whole lot . But I managed to get the "other" Guest room ready , it took me 3 days ! We are getting company from my Husbands Brother and his wife from Florida !
I went to get my blood taken and they stuck me 3 times ; and finally they got lucky !

On Thursday the Agony of 7 Hours Chemo again :(