Did I almost die or was I already dead ?

It has been hectic the last couple of days . Hubby is still losing his voice and also has trouble breathing ! This waiting is driving me nuts !  Appointment on the 25th . Until then there is nothing we can do !
Well, I am doing really good now and even started cooking again ! The last 6 month where not the best ! But I also learned a lot by being so sick !
It might sounds strange to people but I really believe that August 29th 2011 I was close to death when my Body was trying to fight this damn decease ! I haven't shared this with many people yet , because I had to work that out in my head , myself . I felt like I was flowing in the air and I saw my Husband  and our sons sitting by my Bed , crying . I remember I was trying to comfort them , but I couldn't . I was wondering why they could not see me ! My Husband was sitting down and had his Head down and our oldest son tried to calm him down . I have never seen my Husband cry like that , he seemed broken ! But I wanted to walk to that " Light " because I was so weak ... I saw my Father who died in 1980 and he shook his head  " It is not your time " he said and my Grandmother was by the light and smiled at me " You are a grown woman now and you must fight 4 your life " Right after she said that , I concentrated on getting  " back " But I looked at both of them again and felt sad . My Dad waved and said I will be fine . That Night my Fever over 104. was finally falling ....
When I became somewhat aware of my surroundings , my Husband sat by my Bed and his head was hanging down and he cried , while our sons tried to comfort him . I reached for him and he was kissing me on the forehead : " You are back ? he asked and I said : I was told to come back " but he had no glue where I had been ! And I was not ready to let anyone know yet ! But now I have to talk about it because I am at peace with this Episode
I will do some more research on Hepatitis in the next couple of weeks because I have to spread the Info to my fellow Hepper's  . I hope you are all well and if you need any Info about Hepatitis , just let me know ! Night night ....