Men can be so insensitive . I am sure that it isn't easy to deal with the stress of my illness with Hepatitis C ; and now with Cancer , Sometimes I feel like I am a burden and I hate to ask for help . But I am so hoping that this " Pet Scan " has a good outcome ! The guy stuck me 3 times and guess what ? I am allergic to Iodine so the Contrast would have made me sick . But I am hoping that I will get news on Thursday ! I am trying to convince my Hubby ( sometimes he is a Saint and part time asshole ) NOT to go with me on Thursday because I don't want him to be there when the test's are not good ! I can handle the truth but not him ! I don't want him there !
Sometimes I go by what I was raised with ! Born and raised in Germany . I am a strong Person that hardly showed her feelings before I came in this Country . Now I am all about Family and love and togetherness .
My Citizenship was on of my highlights of living here ! My first President I voted for was Bill Clinton .
I see this World in my eyes ; a better World , without killings and Wars . And mostly Neighbors helping Neighbors and Family helping Family ! No hate , no anger only Love ! Wouldn't that be just awesome ?
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