It has been a long time since I wrote on my Blog ! I received terrible News in April 2012  . My Neck started to hurt when I was trying to cut a Tree Limb ! I went to get a X Ray on April 16th . Then I got a MRI and my Doctor said I have Stage 4 Lung cancer ! First I was shocked and it  would not seem to sink in . By the time I came home ( don't ask me how ) I was trying to cope . My Husband asked me what the Dr. said and I said to him " I have Cancer " We both just looked at each other , not knowing what to say to each other ! Then my Doctor called and talked to him and it began to sink in slowly !
For the next 4 Days both of us went into the longing Arms of Depression ! I had  moments where I would just break out in Crying spells . FEAR set in ! Me dying ? No way ! I will spare you from the Details . But on May 23rd . Dr. Epps had to operate on my Neck ! It was so painful when I woke up . I could not move and I had so many people in my Room and it aggravated me so much .