Nothing will ever be the same again ! You fought until the end ! I miss you so much and hope you are with your Mother and Sister and our Rhonda ! You gave me 30 good Years and I would be the Woman that I am today without you ! You where my Life ! My Friend and you guided me through life , but now I have to grow up and take my life into my own Hands ! I know you wanted me too . I did everything that you wanted about your " Celebration of your Life " and I know that you where with me when I did my speech ! Thanks for standing behind me ! Thank you 4 the wonderful Years you gave me for the Fun we had and for the Buddy system that we had together ! I will always love you and I will finish Brandon's History on the Linden's , just like I promised you ! I Our Boys are my Rock and so is our Grandson ! You will live on in their Life's just like you will live on in my Life . There will NEVER be another Man that could even compare to you ! I miss you and I am so sad and heart broken , but I know I am selfish ! Now you have no more pain ,no more gasping for Air ! You fought like a SOLDIER that you are , and you had to leave me . I understand but in a way I ask myself why you ! But Chad is telling me that I was stronger and that is why he took you from me ! Maybe I am strong but I will NEVER be as strong as you where ! I love and miss you so much !
