Hepatitis C is a Epidemic

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Even the bad days are good days

Got up @ 8 AM : just couldn't lay in bed anymore , my Back was hurting and I figured might as well get up . When I stepped on the Scale I was sure the scale is broke ! In one week I have lost 7 Pounds ! No I was not excited because I would like to lose a few pounds but not in one week ! Not healthy ... So , I been drinking these Protein shakes and eat ( Weight W )
Ice cream just because I want to lose it the right way ... Yeah.. right .

So I am telling myself I have to get out my PJ's and do something around the house . So I get dressed and fix my Hair ... by the way I like my new Hair due : ) Not cut by my Friend Mimi but pretty good : ) By the time I walk from the Bath room to the Living room ( it is not a long walk LOL ) I feel something wet dripping on my Shirt .... I look down , it's Blood .. But I was not 2 excited , just ran for the Paper towels ... but then this feeling of Iron in my Throat .... I am spitting up Blood .... Hubby freaking out telling me not to panic ( I was calm ) He told me to lean back and I kept spitting up blood ! He is gagging ; I am gagging .... actually it is funny now ! So not funny then ! In the mean time I feel a Headache coming , now Hubby ( used to be a first responder ) is thinking I am having a stroke ! I  put Ice in the back of my Neck told him to calm the f.... down and just laid back . It took about a Hour when I started to feel better ! Hubby looks at me and said
" Do you know I have a Heart condition ? I can't handle this kind of Stress " Boy did I lose it ! WTF... Does he think I enjoy to be or feel like this .. These damn Army guys are just wore out when they retire from the Military ! So , I get up telling myself " Remove yourself from the Situation " and went in my Office and turned on EMINEM . For some reason I can relate to his Music and his way of expressing himself . ( Don't ask me why ? ) Anyway , after Hubby went back to bed, I think he was exhausted just from the stress.. I decided to get something done and changed my Blinds on one of my Windows cleaned the windows and did laundry . I called my Doctor and told him about what happened and he does want to talk to me Friday when he has the new Blood results . Dark Blood is not a bad sign he said , but since I been bleeding so easy now he wants to find out why .

My Great Grandson's Austin and Jordan and my awesome Friend Beth ( Partner of my Grandson Jason ) Just feel like sharing : )

Then I called my Friend Sigi , in Germany and we talked for about 2 Hours on the phone . It made me feel so much better . Well, since I had such an exciting day I am chilling out now ... Found a great way to get rid of my nausea !  " Ice cream " and if you believe that then you don't know me at all ! Love you all ; and if anyone ever has a question and I can help ; please let me know !
Ok one more picture of my handsome Grandson Jason !




The best Christmas EVER 2010 when we surprised our Grandson and his Family ( Beth was the only one that knew for 2 weeks , that we where coming ) Yes we are mean people and made her keep this Secret for 2 weeks ! I will upload a Video on later one that he hasn't seen yet either ! LOL It is so cool to be a Grandma : ) I miss them so much ! But they give me the drive to push myself ! We want to take them to Disney World next Year when I am Virus FREE !