Again , no Chemo !

All weekend I been trying to stop my Anxiety about my next Chemo ! This time I thought I was smart and scheduled my Chemo and then showed up at the Hospital ! Well , this time the " Chemo General " told me to get a blood test first ! They took Blood last Thursday so what the hell ? Anyway , since I promised my self and my higher Power , that I will no longer STRESS , So I went next door,  gave blood and while we where waiting for results I unpacked my I pad , took my Lunch out <<< which consisted of a piece of cheese cake and a Banana >>> when the Chemo general told me that my Platelets where too low to get my Treatment ! I was so angry ( but I did not show it ) It was so hard in the morning to get up so early 6 AM to take the 5 Pills for the Chemo so it won't make me sick  . But without the Chemo those damn pills made me so sick that I could not function after I got home . By the way my Platelets where at 62 and I need to have at least 100 or MAYBE 90 ! Very disappointing day ! Weldon has been feeling really weak also and sleeps a lot .