I don't participate in Life anymore

I know the symptoms ; I am very depressed for what ever reason ! It doesn't matter but I have to get a grip on this . What the hell is wrong with me ? I don't want to admit it but the drugs are finally getting to me again .
Again it is a familiar feeling , because I felt like that when I was on the other Treatment . Please don't miss understand me , but I have been feeling so week and just want to be alone ! I want nobody around me ! I just need a attitude adjustment and I don't know where to turn right now.

I will always feel like a Have a   stamp on my Forehead .
Why I am I so weak suddenly ? 6 Week's in  Treatment and it is tolerable but please people get on Anti Depressant  , get double Dosages .

Well , I made up my Mind and take a old Friend ( we go back 2 over 20 Years } I invited her for tomorrow and I want to treat her to Casino and a nice Meal . She is 62 and has  had a terrible couple of Years . Something tells me that I need to this !