Woke up with this incredible Pain in my Kidneys and Stomach ! No ; instead of taking a Pain pill right away , I tried to just handle it . After Hours with this Pain I finally took one and also 2 over the counter pain pills . The worst thing is not having Hepatitis c and Cancer ; it is how isolated I feel . Friends that I know for Years have not yet called or mentioned a few nice thoughts . Now all my Friends that I still have in Germany and all over the United States ; they call :) People that I know for 30 Years are Liane ,
Gitte , Elke who lives in Indianapolis , Doris who lives in Texas has ALWAYS been there for me ! She was in School with me and when KATRINA happened she was such a good Friend ! A couple of days ago she send me a Snow Globe Music Box ! It is beautiful . And Elke send me some " Goodies " from Indianapolis :) It is moments like this where I feel so grateful and blessed .
Well , needless to say I must have done too much ! I decorated , did my floors did Laundry and put Clothe away . I made a Bag for Veterans to be picked up . So that is probably why I felt so weak today and I will try not to do so much all in one day .
This School shooting had me so depressed since it happened . Such Babies , just gunned down !