Another day in the ER ....

Never in my Life have I ever felt like this ! My first 7 Weeks of Treatment where not bad at all. I was so positive about everything that I just knew I would slay the " Dragon"  I know it is important to stay positive . But I am the weakest link and don't know how to deal with  this crap anymore ! My Rash has now spread all over my Body , my arms my legs, my back and my neck . Husband went to Drugstore and got me Benadryl and Bath soak ( Oatmeal will help ! Most of my Advice and Support I get from Teri Gottlieb's Website on Facebook.
I have finally stopped itching , Husband sprayed me with stinky stuff and it worked . My back is bloody from scratching and I am getting little Blisters. Someone told me that when I see Blisters 2 go to the ER right away. In the mean time I am still weak ... Mimi , I am so sorry that I missed your call but I will be in touch as soon as I have spoken  to my Dr. I miss you all and thank u all for the wonderful encouraging words ...

5 more Days before my Dr. will see me !

I haven't written anything since last Wednesday . I just went in my Cocoon and try to stay in Bed . I have no strength ... my body feels so weak and my spirit is broken...
I spend Hours just laying in Bed and praying .. I woke up Thursday and noticed a Rash that is halfway around my whole Body Every inch of my Body is itching ... My God people ; I don't think I can wait until Thursday . I got out of the ER on Monday August 15th . My Appointment is the 24th of August .
My Dr. has not called at all ! Yeah, I am pissed , and I am so angry that I am afraid that I will just blow up when I see him .
Needless 2 say : My poor Husband  don't know what else to do !
Maybe it was the craziest Idea to write this stupid Blog. ..